KAYVON ZAND
I WANT TO WRITE A LOVE LETTER TO
YOU BUT I DID THE THING PEOPLE DO SOMETIMES WHEN THEYRE SUPPOSED TO WRITE LOVE
POETRY AND I WENT TO SKYTOWN ON MYRTLE BROADWAY WHERE YOU OFTEN SEEN DRAG
QUEENS OUT OF DRAG AND YOU CAN BE LIKE HEY LOOK AT ME IM A WRITER AND YOURE THE
SELF APPOINTED GUARDIANS OF QUEER CULTURE UNFORTUNATELY AND DRANK TOO MUCH
COFFEE AND EVEN SMOKED A CIGARETTE THAT MADE MY TEETH FEEL HAIRY AND NOW I FEEL
NEUROTIC AND GROSS AND ALL I CAN DO IS SUCK IN MY STOMACH AND THINK ABOUT THE QUOTE
FROM NIETZSCHE ABOUT HOW OFTEN MAN MISTAKES HIMSELF FOR A GOD UNTIL HE LOOKS
DOWN AT HIS ABS OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT AND THEN I THINK ABOUT YOUR PEFECT ABS
WHICH ARENT EVEN PERFECT EXCEPT ON FACEBOOK AND I THINK ABOUT HOW I CANT AFFORD
TO HIRE A MAKEUP ARTIST TO CONTOUR MY ABS PERFECTLY FAKE LIKE YOURS OR WHAT
DOES IT EVEN MEAN TO BE FAKE ANYMORE I MEAN IT LOOKS REAL ENUFF ON FACEBOOK
DOESN’T IT AND LIKE QUANTUM PHYSICS THE MORE EYEBALLS SHOOT OUT THE SAME
INSTAGRAM HOLOGRAM THE MORE REAL IT IS RIGHT I CANT EVEN HIRE A PERSONAL
TRAINER FOR REAL ABS OR WHAT DOES IT MEAN TO BE REAL ANYMORE WHY DOES TOO MUCH
COFFEE ALWAYS TURN ME INTO SOME KIND OF LAZY ARMCHAIR PHILOSOPHER ALL
PHILOSOPHERS GET FAT AND DIE ALONE AND FAT ACCEPTANCE IS THE NEW BODY FASCISM
ALL THOSE SMUG DYKES WALKING AROUND EATING DONUTS ON VALENCIA STREET SAYING
FUCK YOU TO THE SYSTEM WHILE KIDS STARVE IN SOUTH AMERICA AND I MEAN THIS
AMERICA LIKE NEW ORLEANS THE US NOT THAT OTHER AMERICA OR MAYBE I SHOULD GET A
REAL JOB AND MAKE SOME REAL MONEY AND STOP ROMANTICIZING MY POVERTY AND STOP
SAYING REAL OR REALNESS LIKE SOME CHEAP URBAN SLANG OR MAYBE I SHOULD JUST WEAR
GRAVITY BOOTS AND HANG UPSIDE DOWN AND WORK ON MY CORE FOR REAL CUZ THAT’S WHAT
MY PHYSICAL THERAPIST SAYS I SHOULD DO ANYWAY JUST SLEEP UPSIDE DOWN TO RELIEVE
PRESSURE ON THE BULGING DISCS IN MY SPINE WHICH HAPPENED WHEN I WAS SUCKING IN
MY STOMACH ON MY VESPA AND WAS RUN OVER BY A TRUCK IN SAN FRANCISCO WHERE
EVERYONE THINKS ITS SEXY TO WEAR BEARDS THAT SMELL LIKE PISS AND NOW MY CROOKED
SPINE IS HOLDING UP THE WORLD JUST BARELY LIKE ATLAS WITH BIG BROWN AYN RAND
EYES WITH A KINK AT THE ROOT WHERE MY KUNDALINI REPTOID LIVES COILED AROUND A
STICK LIKE DOLLAR SIGNS AND DNA HELIXES AND I THINK IM FUCKING BATMAN IN GOTHAM
CITY WHEN I HANG UPSIDE DOWN JUST LIKE YOU AND JUST AS THE LAST BATMAN MOVIE
PREDICTED SANDY HOOK I WONDER IF YOU ARE SOME GREAT OMEN I AM TRYING TO
DECIPHER AND IM NOT EVEN TALKING ABOUT YOU AS A PERSON REALLY I HAVENT MET YOU
MAYBE YOURE A REALLY NICE GUY IM JUST TALKING ABOUT THE IDEA OF YOU YOU AS A
CONCEPT A BIG FURRY MASCOT WITH BLACK FEATHERS REALLY
KAYVON ZAND
YOU ARE THE EMPTY PLASTIC VAMPIRE HANGING OVER GOTHAM CITY ON
A RUSTY ABORTION HANGER IN THE CLOSET YOU NEVER CAME OUT OF WISHING SOMEONE
WOULD MAKE A SUPERHERO MOVIE ABOUT YOU BUT NO ONE CAN FIGURE OUT WHO YOU ARE
TRYING TO SAVE BECAUSE YOU WANNA LOOK LIKE THE VILLAIN ALL THE TIME AND NOW
EVERYONE WANTS TO BE VAMPIRES AFTER TRUE BLOOD CLASSIC ANTIHEROS IN THE AGE OF
SUPERHERO FATIGUE WHEN GEORGE W BUSH WAS THE LAST CAPTAIN AMERICA AND OBAMA WAS
THE LAST SUPERMAN AND NOW WE HATE THEM ALL AND HAVE TO FIGURE OUT HOW TO SAVE
OURSELVES BUT WHY VAMPIRES KAYVON BASICALLY JUST FLESH AND BLOOD WITH NO SOUL
MAYBE IT WOULD BE BETTER TO WALK THE EARTH FOR AS LONG AS WE CAN LIKE THOSE
BUDDHIST SAINTS WHO RENOUNCE NIRVANA UNTIL EVERYONE IS ABSORBED INTO
NOTHINGNESS AND MAYBE THIS IS THE BEST DIMENSION AFTER ALL MAYBE ALL THE OTHER
ONES ARE TOO CRAZY LIKE YOU CAN SEE EVERYTHING ALL AT ONCE LIKE BEING STUCK ON
A NEVERENDING FACEBOOK FEED ALL DAY LIKE A PIGEON PECKING AT LIKES FOR FOOD
PELLETS AND YOU ARE TOO CLOSE TO THE UNIVERSAL HIVE MIND WHICH STARTS TO BECOME
LOUDER AND LOUDER LIKE A BUZZING SUCKING SOUND LIKE A THROBBING BLOOD FILLED
NECK GURGLING ITSELF WAITING FOR YOUR JUDAS KISS THE CLOSER YOU GET THOSE DAMN
REINCARNATING MATRIX JANITORS AND TIME COPS THOTH MERCURY HERMES WITH THE
WINGED NIKE SHOES PLAYING BASKETBALL FOR ALL ETERNITY ALL THEY WANT YOU TO DO
IS FOLLOW THE LIGHT FOLLOW THE MASTERS OF LIGHT SO YOU CAN REACH THE LIGHT AT
THE END OF THE PROJECTOR AND REALIZE ALL THE MASTERS OF LIGHT WERE REALLY
MASTERS OF DARKNESS VAMPIRES IN DISGUISE LIKE LYING LUCIFER AND HIS LEGION OF
SCHEMING FREEMASONS THAT ALL LOOK LIKE YOU KAYVON ALL THEY WANTED WAS TO
ASSIMILATE YOUR PENIS CHAKRA INTO THE UNIVERSAL HIVE MIND LIKE SOME KIND OF
SPIRITUAL BATTERY SERVICE I MEAN WHO REALLY WANTS TO DISSOLVE INTO PURE SPIRIT
OR PURE BEING ANYWAY IT SEEMS SO GROSS SO STICKY LIKE SOME KIND OF GIANT HEGELIAN
SWAMP MARSH FULL OF OLD WRECKED CARS I WANT TO LOOK INTO THE VOID AND SEE YOUR
FACE LOOK BACK AT ME KAYVON ZAND YOU ARE THE VOID AND WHO WANTS YOU TO BE
INSIDE THEM ANYWAY YOU ARE JUST FLESH AND
BLOOD I WANT TO BE MORE THAN THAT MORE THAN THAT SKINNY TWINK FROM TWILIGHT
MORE THAN CAIN SLAYING ABLE AND WEARING THE SATURN DEATH CULT HEX ON HIS
FOREHEAD EXCEPT WHEN IT COMES RIGHT DOWN TO IT ID RATHER BE A HICK THAN A
VAMPIRE WHICH IS THE TRUE MEANING OF TRUE BLOOD BECAUSE WHEN THE SHIT HITS THE
FAN ALL THAT IS GOING TO BE LEFT BETWEEN YOU AND A FEMA CAMP KAYVON IS A HICK
WITH A SHOTGUN MARK MY WORDS WE SHOULD ALL BE PRETENDING TO BE HICKS NOT
VAMPIRES THOSE LIBERTARIAN MILITIA GROUPS HAVE MORE BALLS TO PUT WHERE THEIR
MOUTH IS THAN ALL THE ANARCHISTS SLEEPING IN SLEEPING BAGS COMBINED WONT YOU
JOIN ME FOR THE ARMED MARCH ON WASHINGTON DC THIS FOURTH OF JULY KAYVON IT WILL
BE SO FUN I WILL BE WEARING A FAKE GUN ON MY BACK BECAUSE MY LIFE IS MY ART
KAYVON ITS PURELY FOR SYMBOLIC VALUE I AM MARS I AM ARIES I REPRESENT WAR IM
NOT SUPPOSED TO TURN THE OTHER CHEEK MAYBE ITS MORE REAL THAN A REAL GUN CUZ I
MIGHT EVEN GET SHOT AND NOT EVEN SYMBOLICALLY
KAYVON ZAND
MAYBE YOU REALLY ARE THE KLAUS NOMI OF MANHATTAN LIKE YOU
AND YOUR FRIENDS SAY AND AUTOTUNE IS THE NEW UNIVERSAL HUMAN VOICE THE SOUND OF
CORPORATE PERSONHOOD BECAUSE EVERYONE KNOWS CORPORATIONS ARE DIVAS TOO I MEAN
IN THE END ACCORDING TO THE MASTERS OF LIGHT WE WANT TO GET RID OF OUR
INDIVIDUAL HUMAN VOICES AND MELT INTO PURE BEING RIGHT WELL AUTOTUNING SEEMS
LIKE A NATURAL STEP UNTIL YOU REALIZE SO MANY SCHOOLS OF BUDDHISM IN CHINA AND
INDIA BASICALLY JUST USED MEDITATION AND THE PROMISE OF NIRVANA AS A WAY TO
KEEP EVERYONE PASSIVE LIKE VEGETATION SO THE CORPORATE CASTE SYSTEM COULD
CONTINUE TO PERPETUATE ITSELF PARASITICALLY LIKE A VAMPIRE SUPER BEING HANGING
OVER EVERYTHING LIKE A RUSTY ABORTION HANGER LIKE THE TANGLED PISS SMELLING HIPSTER
BEARD OF KARL MARX EVERYONE WEARS IN SAN FRANCISCO EATING DONUTS ON VALENCIA
STREET AND ALL OUR BOTTLED RAGE CAN JUST EVAPORATE LIKE GRAZING COW FARTS IN
THE ATMOSPHERE EXCEPT I CONSTANTLY HAVE TO BE REMINDED THAT VEGETATION IS ACTUALLY
REALLY SMART AND ACTIVE AND PROBABLY EVEN LISTENING TO ME TALK TO YOU RIGHT NOW
AND IM SCARED THAT ALL MY RAGE FARTS WILL CONTRIBUTE TO GLOBAL WARMING EVEN THO
IT SEEMS MORE LIKE GLOBAL COOLING NOW WHICH IS WHY THEY CHANGED IT TO CLIMATE
CHANGE WHICH IS THE MOST ORWELIAN THING EVER LIKE THE CLIMATE NEVER CHANGES
LIKE THERE WASN’T A ICE AGE OR MEDIEVAL WARMING PERIOD OR WHATEVER AND MAYBE WE
REALLY SHOULD TAX THE AIR WE BREATHE AND MAYBE EVERY TIME WE EXHALE WE ARE
REALLY POLLUTING THE ENVIRONMENT WITH OUR BAD DRAGON CARBON BREATH AND ALL THE
GREEN PEOPLE AND LITTLE GREEN MEN ARE RIGHT MAYBE WE SHOULD JUST GET RID OF
MOST OF HUMANITY THOSE USELESS EATERS ARE JUST A CANCER ON THE PLANET AND ALL
THE CITIES SHOULD BE NUKED BECAUSE THEY ARENT LIKE NATURAL OUTGROWTHS LIKE
BEEHIVES FULL OF PEOPLE INSTEAD OF BEES ON A PLANET WHICH WANTS NOTHING MORE
THAN TO EVOLVE FROM ORGANIC MUD TO SYNTHETIC LIGHT IM SURE YOU AND THE VAMPIRES
COULD HELP WITH THAT RIGHT JUST LIKE THE CULT OF LILITH ON TRUE BLOOD JUST LIKE
THE CULT OF AL GORE AND THE MELTING ICECAPS AND THE POOR SWIMMING POLAR BEARS WHO
ALL HAD TO TRADE IN THEIR FUR COATS FOR BIKINIS MADE IN CHINA NOW IM WONDERING
YOURE PROBABLY JUST A FUCKING VEGETARIAN PRETENDING TO EAT MEAT ANYWAY NOT EVEN
A REAL VAMPIRE JUST A PSYCHIC ONE LIKE EARL DAX ON FACEBOOK YOU CANT STAY ON
THE WHEEL UNLESS YOU KILL TO EAT AND EAT TO KILL GOTTA KEEP THAT KARMA GOIN
ROUND DO UR PART TO SPIN THE WHEEL OF FORTUNE VANNA WHITE GUY COME ON KEEP IT
GOING JUST A LIL BIT MORE THAT’S HOW UFOS WORK GIANT GYROSCOPES THAT SPIN LIKE
SWASTIKAS RIGHT THE FUCK OFF THE EARTH BACK THRU THE GIANT HEXAGON STORM ON SATURN
TOO BAD YOURE NOT CLEVER ENUFF TO BE A UFO INVENTED BY PSYCHIC NAZIS AT A
SÉANCE PARTY BACK IN THE DAY THEY WERE PROLLY VAMPIRES TOO OR BURLESQUE DANCERS
KAYVON ZAND
I STILL BELIEVE WE NEED BETTER HEROS AND THE CLUB KIDS ARENT
IT I MEAN WHAT ARE CLUB KIDS BUT VAMPIRES ANYWAY DO YOU REALLY WANT EVERYTHING
TO END LIKE PARTY MONSTER WITH MACULAY KULKIN HOME ALONE IN THE NATIONAL
ENQUIRER LOOKING LIKE A CRACK ADDICT WITH A CHOPPED UP DRUG DEALER BOYFRIEND LIKE
A FUZZY BURNING MAN BARF BAG YOU TURNED EVERY RITUAL INTO A P U I ROCK CONCERT
AND I HAD SO MUCH HOPE IN THE NINETIES THAT WE WOULD ALL END UP TOGETHER IN ONE
BIG RAVE THAT LAUNCHED US ALL STRAIGHT INTO SIRIUS THE RIGHT COMBINATION OF MOLECULAR
KEYS IN CRUSHED DESIGNER TABLETS BUT NOW EVERYONE IS JUST EXHAUSTED SWEATY AND
POUNDING THEIR FISTS MECHANICALLY TO DUBSTEP DOING THE PEE DANCE WAITING IN
LINE FOR A BATHROOM THAT WILL NEVER OPEN WITH PSYCHIC CROSSES ON THEIR
FOREHEADS AND ANARCHY PATCHES HELD UP BY PINS AND NEEDLES AS SOME KIND OF
RUNNING RETRO JOKE RUNNING AROUND MAKING MAGICK THEY ARENT EVEN AWARE OF LIKE
RIHANNA FLASHING YOU THE PYRAMID OR HER DIAMOND EYE OR ALL THE BOHEMIAN GROVE
OWLS STARING OUT FROM DARK TSHIRTS IN HIGH DEF TIMES SQUARE FLATSCREENS WHERE WERE
ALL JUST A BUNCH OF TOURIST FACES IN OUR OWN RADICAL CULTURES OR LIKE EVERYONE
WEARING BLACK IN MANHATTAN BECAUSE THAT’S WHAT HEROIN LOOKS LIKE AND WERE ALL
DRESSING FOR OUR OWN FUNERALS IN A CITY WHERE EVERYONE WANTS TO BLOW UP WHILE ALL
THE GREAT WRITERS WERE ALL ON SPEED MAKING REACTIONARIES LIKE ME WANT TO WEAR
ALL WHITE OR EVEN ALL THE COLORS LIKE NICKI MINAJ THE BLACK MADONNA WITH THE
BLONDE HAIR AND I DON’T KNOW KAYVON GETTING PAID TO PLAY DRESS UP WITH ALL THE
REST OF THE VAMPIRES WITH BOTTLE SERVICE CAN ONLY GO SO FAR I MEAN SINCE WHEN WAS
HOT TOPICK OR BROOKE CANDY TRYING TO BE GOTH AVANT GARDE AND WHAT IS THIS
BOTTLE SERVICE THING ANYWAY WHATS THIS OBSESSION WITH PEOPLE SITTING IN CORNERS
WITH BOTTLES LIKE BOTTLED WATER LIKE THE WATER OF LIFE OR THE WATER OF OBLIVION
OR YOUR OLD BABY BOTTLE YOUR MOTHERS MILKY TIT I MEAN ITS FREELY AVAILABLE TO
EVERYONE ITS EASY TO FORGET YOUR ECONOMIC SLAVERY OR THAT THIS HAS BECOME YOUR
LIFE IF YOU REALLY WANT TO JUST CLOSE
YOUR EYES CLEAR YOUR MIND AND PICTURE THE GUY IN THE EYELINER STANDING
NEXT TO YOU BUT WE PLAY THIS GAME OF PRETEND LIKE WE NEED TO KISS THE ASSES OF
ALL THE EARL DAX VAMPIRES OF THE WORLD TO GET THE BOTTLE MAYBE THE BOTTLE IS
THE GRAIL MAYBE IT’S THE BODY OF A WOMAN MAYBE IT’S THE HOUR GLASS WITH THE SAND RUNNING OUT MAYBE IT’S THE
VACCINE WITH THE MERCURY IN IT YOU TAKE BECAUSE YOU ARE AFRAID OF THE BIRD FLU
THAT LOOKS AND SOUNDS LIKE THE TURKEY THEY ATE AT THE VERY FIRST THANKSGIVING
IN AMERICA THE MERCURY THAT GIVES ALL THE LITTLE KIDS THE SACRED GIFT OF AUTISM
SO THEY CAN ALL BECOME THE NEXT GENERATIONS ANTI AUTHORITARIANS SITTING IN THE
CORNER COUNTING TO THEMSELVES ROCKING BACK AND FORTH LIKE LITTLE JEWS WAILING
AT THE SETTLEMENT WALLS ON THE STREET MAYBE THEY WILL OWN THE MEDIA ONE DAY AS
A RESULT OF THEIR TOTAL LACK OF REFLECTOR NEURONS BECAUSE THE VIRAL VIDEO IS
THE NEW SOCIAL MIRROR MAYBE THAT’S WHAT MERCURY IS ALL ABOUT THESE DAYS ONLY RETARDED
PEOPLE THINK STANDING FACE TO FACE IS SOMEHOW MORE REAL UNLESS YOU LEARN
SOMETHING ABOUT BODY LANGUAGE BUT THEN EVERYTHING IN DAILY LIFE STARTS TO LOOK
LIKE MODERN DANCE AND MODERN DANCE IS MOSTLY JUST A LOT OF EXPENSIVE CAPITAL
LETTERS WITH NAKED PEOPLE SHOUTING AND SHAKING BEHIND THEM IN GLASS COFFINS THAT
SLOWLY RUN OUT OF AIR MAYBE THE MERCURY IS THE MESSAGE THE MESSAGE IN THE
BOTTLE THAT POPPED OUT OF THE DRAIN IN OUR COLLECTIVE BATHTUB SO WHATS UR
MESSAGE KAYVON ZAND MAYBE THAT’S IT KAYVON MAYBE YOU ARE THE MESSAGE MAYBE YOUR
LIFE IS YOUR ART AND YOUR LIFE IS SITTING IN THE CORNER WITH A BOTTLE WITH
SECURITY GUARDS AND CAMERAS AND UNDERPAID JANITORS EVERYWHERE CLEANING UP YOUR
MESS AND EVERYONE STANDING IN LINE WAITING TO PAY TOO MUCH COVER LIKE A MICROSCOPIC
COSMOS OF THE CITY ITSELF AS ABOVE SO BELOW AS ON TOP SO ON BOTTOM YOU ARE
MANHATTAN KAYVON YOU ARE THE MALL OF THE WORLD YOU ARE A CLOTHING RACK YOU ARE
A MANICAN AND EVERYONE KNOWS MANICANS ARE MORE HUMAN THAN THE REST OF US WHO
ARENT EVEN VERY GOOD AT LOOKING HUMAN THEY REPRESENT THE PURE IDEA THE PURE
FORM JUST LIKE YOU KAYVON DON’T GET ME WRONG KAYVON IM NOT LOOKING FOR THE REAL
THING THE AUTHENTIC THING EVERYONE KNOWS THAT’S JUST MORE WRETCHED NOSTALGIA
LIKE THE ROMANTIC NATIVES WHO NEVER SCORCHED THE EARTH OR ENGAGED IN ENDLESS
TRIBAL WARFARE OR TREATED LOWER CASTES AND WOMEN LIKE SACRIFICIAL ANIMALS IM
MORE INTO PRETEND AND FAKING IT TIL YOU MAKE IT BUT WHAT EXACTLY ARE YOU MAKING
IM STILL CONFUSED TINY SHAKING SKELETON HANDS IN CHINA MAKING ALL YOUR UNDERGARMENTS
KAYVON ZAND
YOU ARE AN ENTIRE GENERATION TRADING IN POSTERITY FOR
FIFTEEN MINUTES OF FAME BUT WHY SHOULD WE WANT TO LIVE FOREVER LIKE VAMPIRES
ANYWAY MAYBE WE SHOULD JUST BURN BRIGHT AND THEN GET SNUFFED OUT LIKE ALL THE
HEROIN ADDICTS IN THE WORLD WHO WEAR ALL BLACK AND LOOK LIKE YOU AND THEN DIED
BEFORE THEY TURNED THIRTY ALMOST LIKE JESUS I MEAN EVERY TIME I LOOK INTO YOUR
CONTACT EYES AND FEATHERED HAIR I AM REMINDED OF ALL THE MOVIES IN THE WORLD
WHERE MANHATTAN BLOWS UP IN THE END AND THAT WE REALLY DON’T HAVE MUCH
TIME AND ALL THE POP STARS SING
ABOUT BEING BORN TO DIE LIVE FAST DIE YOUNG EVEN LANA AND THEN I THINK ABOUT
ANDY WARHOL AND EDIE SEDGWICKS SKELETON HEROIN BODY AND HOW HE DUMPED HER OFF
IN A BLACK TRASH BAG AS SOON AS HE REALIZED SHE WOULDN’T BRING HIM TO ALL THE LIBERAL
DRUIDS IN HOLLYWOOD AND HOW HE CALLED THIS POP ART AND HOW ALL THE VAMPIRES ARE
SO INTO POP ART BECAUSE ANDY WAS REALLY A VAMPIRE JUST LIKE EARL DAX AND I
THINK ABOUT EDIES SKELETON BODY WRAPPED AROUND KAVYONS BODY IN A HALL OF
MIRRORS THAT GO ON FOREVER AND THAT’S POP ART AND SO MAYBE WE SHOULD ALL JUST
GET ON OUR MOTORCYLES AND RAW FUCK COW SKULLS AND FLY OUR AMERICAN FLAGS IN THE
DESERT AND GET AIDS IT FEELS BETTER ANYWAY WHO USES CONDOMS THESE DAYS PLASTIC
IS BAD FOR THE ENVIRONMENT SO IS LATEX IN THE AGE OF THE GAY MORNING AFTER PILL
ITS ALL ABOUT THE BAREBACK PORN IT’S THE ONLY KIND OF PORN THAT MAKES MONEY
THESE DAYS EVERYONE IS DOING IT MAKING YOUR OWN PORN ON YOUR IPHONE ON SPEED AND
SORTING OUT THE TEST RESULTS LATER A POSITIVE SIGN LOOKS LIKE A CROSS AND
CHRIST CONSCIOUSNESS STARTS WHEN YOU DIE A VAMPIRE AT THIRTY THREE THAT’S HOW
YOU BECOME KOOLER THAN JESUS SPELLED WITH A K AS IN KKK WHICH MEANS CIRCLE OF
BROTHERS MAYBE THAT’S WHAT YOU MAKE MAYBE THAT’S YOUR ART DON’T YOU LOVE THE
FEELING OF SKIN TO SKIN CONTACT ANYWAY ISNT THAT WHAT VAMPIRES ARE ALL ABOUT ARENT
YOU THE NEW FACE OF POP ART THE NEW FACE OF CLUB KIDS THE NEW FACE OF AIDS EVEN
THO UR JUST PRETEND GAY PROLLY LIKE PRETEND VEGETARIAN BREAKING DOWN THE IMMUNE
SYSTEM WHICH IS REALLY DISSOLVING INTO THE BIOLOGICAL VOID ANYWAY RIGHT JUST
LIKE WHAT THE BUDDHISTS WANT JUST LIKE VAMPIRES WITHOUT SOULS WHO TURN INTO
DUST JUST LIKE NIRVANA JUST LIKE KURT COBAIN ON HEROIN JUST LIKE THE ABYSS LOOKING
BACK INTO YOU WITH YOUR PAINTED FACE ON IT JUST LIKE WHEN COMMUNICATION AND
LANGUAGE BARRIERS BREAK DOWN AND YOU BODY CAN NO LONGER RECOGNIZE WHAT BELONGS
TO IT AND WHAT DOES NOT JUST LIKE Y2K AND 9-11 AND 2012 AND ALL THE MERCURY AND
ALL THE HEROIN YOU CAN SHOOT UP IN THE WORLD JUST LIKE EXPENSIVE CAPITAL
LETTERS WITH NO PUNCTUATION JUST LIKE ON YOUR BIRTH CERTIFICATE YOU TRADED FOR
YOUR SOUL WHEN YOU WERE BORN IN THAT ALL WHITE HOSPITAL WHERE THE FIRST THING
YOU LEARNED WAS HOW TO GET SLAPPED IN THE ASS WITH A GLOVE WITH NAME THAT
DETERMINED YOUR GENDER IDENTITY
KAYVON ZAND
YOU ARE A STATE OF MIND
YOU PUT THE STATE IN EMPIRE STATE
AND THIS WHOLE THING WAS JUST ONE BIG HEX
SEE WHAT STANDS OUT IN YOUR MIND
WHAT REPEATS LIKE A BROKEN AUTOTUNE FORK
WELCOME TO THE GIANT HEXAGON STORM ON SATURN VIA MARS AND
MERCURY
THE GIANT SWASTIKA UFO SPINNING OFF THE EARTH
THE MARK OF CAIN IS HEX HEX HEX
YOU WILL BE SWALLOWED UP IN DINOSAUR BONES THAT LIVED ON AND
BECAME HUMANOID LIZARD KINGS
THE NOT SO NEW WINE DYING ON THE VINE
SUCK IT KAYVON ZAND
LUV B+J
